Showing posts with label city of kamloops. Show all posts
Showing posts with label city of kamloops. Show all posts

Saturday, February 27, 2016

re: winter time is nearly over? what already?

Hello friends, fans, foe and lovers,

it's been awhile, i think i'm writhing around, deep in mid-life crisis, too poor for a fancy sports car, i'd rather buy guitars and art supplies anyway, and spoil my kids. haha. but here are a selection of photos from travels near and far. this winter has been short, and i fear it's going to be scorchingly hot, full of fires in the southern interior and horrid insects like ticks. as usual thinking lots about life and the choices and directions i've taken while on this trip, some pretty good, some pretty bad, and still i stumble on like david choe once said, "artists are a bunch of depressed, manic, self-absorbed son's of bitching a-holes, but incredibly fun" and i guess i'm no different. haha.

have a look at the photos, some are artsy and some are fartsy, you decide which is witch!

until next time lovers,


Chris Bose III, esquire.

december 2015

december 2015 secret place

december 2015
secret place

december 2015 ?

december 2015 ?

good bye winter, i'll miss you
in some ways. 

my daughter
i miss very much
summer 2014

my other daughter
i also miss very much
summer 2014

my son i miss very much
december 2015

?

?

my old truck
i kind of miss

a friend i miss

?

my bro Nigel Spaghetti

this kid, i wish
i had that shirt still
i remember it a bit
still had baby teeth, so i'm guessing
6 or 7 years old?

epic. 

look what we once had
in abundance
in BC?
Almost all gone. 

cool. 
idea.
should some with John A. Mcdonald 
who once boased 
"we keep our indians on the brink of starvation"
when boasting about how "efficiently" 
he ran the country. 




Friday, January 22, 2016

re: this chaos is boring me.....haha.

Hello lovers, friends, foe and fans,

the night and only in the night do i find myself thinking about the past. music has played important roles, life changing events and more in my life. as i get older i fight electronic music in some ways and embrace in others. i like loud amps and live guitars along with electronic music and stages and audiences so much. i've dedicated my life to it since i was an awkward kid 16 years old strumming out the first chords i learned Am-Em-G and looping into Am to repeat the chords.

that was when i was a homeless punk kid in vancouver, pulled off the streets by my prostitute cousin who showed me those chords and gave me that guitar and some money and a chance to prove myself. all these years later i still wonder what the hell i'm doing with my life?

anyway, ten years after i started playing the guitar and finally started touring the globe, i remember the first time i heard this track:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EHSe4N1tRQU


by none other than david bowie, whom i hadn't really paid a lot of attention to at the time, i mean i heard his neo metal clamberings with "tin machine," which were cool, but weird. and before that all i could remember was "china girl," whom stevie ray vaughn played guitars on! still!

in life you don't remember a lot of things, but as you get older, for some reason a song, a photo, a video, a movie will bring you back to those moments in time to the point you remember the light in the room, the smells, what you ate, what you drank and how it all happened.

i had been traveling for years nomadically across the globe, asia, america, europe, central america and trying to obliviate a lot of memories in my life. it didn't work and after many years of wandering i came home. a lot of my old friends were dead or in jail, which inspired me getting on a jet and leaving the country in the first place. the remainder who were here, musicans or artists i contacted the old fashioned way and phoned them up and said "hey! guess who's back in towwwwnnnnn!!!!???"

i did some couch surfing until i got back on my feet and was working two jobs, dish pit in the day at kamloops' first organic grocery store and restuarant, "the zone," with my buddies rob roy and paul liddy, the first one of my favourite illustrators ever, and the second a poet who influences me to this day, both brilliant madmen who deserve their time in the lime light. the nights i ran a 12 table pool hall downtown that has sadly become the old people bar downtown, the gross sounding name "the grotto."

back in the day we had an awesome sound system and were the place to be downtown. loud music, plenty of pool, fresh java, food, beautiful staff of girls and me and an young armed forces guy who helped me run the show at night. he was my pitbull. ryan was his name and we ran the game. the couple years that place was in business were some of the best times of my life. i was young, in my mid twenties, had returned from traveling the world and running the hottest night spot in town that wasn't a bar? hello?! good times were had by all!

i used to play slayer, anything from there really, and white zombie "astro-creep 2000" album and watch the place go crazy! the front quarter of the place was a coffee shop, bistro type place, food, coffee and what not, and the last 3/4 were 12 pool tables, 2 were full sized billiards. we had an amazing sound system that we kicked it's ass every damn night with metal!!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VKBhWWaI6BQ


i remember ryan would show up in army fatigues and sneak a couple bottles of good wine, and this is 20 years before it was cool to drink wine like these days, back then it was expensive as hell and everyone thought you were a poof, anyways, we'd drink them with the day staff, all gorgeous girls, play pool, and play heavy metal and watch the place go insane. when shit got out of  hand, people getting rowdy, fights and madness we'd put on leonard cohen's album "the future" and especially this song, "waiting for the miracle," or "dance me to the end of love," always chased them out, except the goth and emo kids. haha. they loved it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LXvG0SMP7tw


and the place would empty out!!! haha. which was hilarious and perfect, because i loved it and we never had a shortage of street kids wanting free time on tables so they'd clean up the place for us and we'd rock and roll all night. damn i miss those days.

i remember playing a lot of this album too! kyuss! blues from the red sun!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tq9H99J1ntQ


when the first song started, everything got quiet and every lit up a smoke and got ready to get down and heavy!!! i'd look across the massive room and everyone would be headbanging and high fiving and air guitaring on the pool cues.

damn the good old days......

i miss them.......

until next time lovers,


Horatio Cornblower, i mean, Chris Bose. hahahahahah
Ps: i saw Kyuss play live in amsterdam 2ice! as well as rob zombie in various places around the globe back in the day. ahhhh. to be young again.

Sunday, September 06, 2015

re: sunrise

Hello friends, fans, foe and lovers,

it's sept 6, 7:10 am and i'm greeting another sunrise, which is a miracle and i'm happy to be alive. it's been a hell of a journey and sometimes a slog, but ultimately it's been pretty damn amazing. i am feeling much healthier and better these days, going to bed early, getting up earlier, photographing and filming some really awesome sunrises. goodbye summer, you evil wretch! hahaha

the song i am listening to as i write this and first thing i heard this morning:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r-Pr6lTVTxs


anyway, the mornings in september are cooler in kamloops, and i love the first signs of fall after a scorching hot desert summer. the sun is evil now, hotter, meaner and burns you up fast than when i was a kid growing up here. i used the air conditioning this year for the first time since 2011 and loved it. i'm getting older, haha, and summers and winters to me are now "meh." i live for spring and fall, and if i could find a place to live where the weather is like that year round, i'd move there. i'd find a reason to move there, wherever that may be.


i think i've been getting down on myself lately because of the sheer exhaustion being on the road for so long, ten years in fact, and it felt like it was without end, and because i succumbed to being the non-stop party machine to cope with being away from my kids all the time that when i came back home, it ultimately resulted in crashing down in the dumps. self-sabotage, depression, anxiety and all matter of maladies can occur when you surrender. grounding yourself can take a long time from such highs of touring and fancy hotels, cars, and traveling by jet from place to place, and all the accomplishments, dreams coming true, where people are happy to see you and fun times never seem to end and then KABOOM!!!! back to the reality of the small town where you come from. haha. smashing down actually, like a wall, oppressive and depressive. haha. and no one cares or understands what you've done or accomplished, or is even happy to see you.      d'oh.

being back home can become very lonely when you're support network is on the road and in cities across the country. coming back home can suck. maybe it's because you represent the freedom, hopes and dreams people lose when they have given up themselves? maybe? possibly? who knows, but i quit telling people years ago what i do on the road anyway, because i learned early on coming home excited from different places and adventures, people quickly tire of hearing of your fun and exploits far away in other cities. plus, they give you that look that says "fuck you, you lucky bastard! i don't want to hear about it!"


so, i tend to stay home when i get off the road and end up trying to get more gigs to get away from home and that icky feeling i get when i get home, and only end up isolating myself more when i'm off the road because no one seems to give a shit when i do show up anyways, hahaha. ah cruel world. and isolating yourself is generally not a good thing to do, so don't do it. and don't drink, that's not going to help you through the hard times, trust me on that one. hahaha. create a support network at home that's happy to see you and enjoys being around you, and not just because you're buying the drinks hahaha! do something healthy, productive and fun. believe me, you won't regret it, because doing what i've done only leads to madness.

but, i'm finally feeling grounded and feeling good about myself and life for the first time in a long time. i go to sleep sober, sometimes bored as hell, and wake up feeling refreshed and happy, almost at peace really. i'm trying to take each day as it comes and trying to recharge my batteries and reconstitute my health and my resolve. being an artist, musician, author, filmmaker or anything creative, there's an awful lot of pressure to constantly come up with something new and fresh and to keep ahead of the pack and stay relevant. people will take and take and take from you and give nothing back in return, except maybe empty promises, vague lies and shallow vows. for the first time in ten years i'm saying no to gigs, trying to stay home and make things happen in my community more than ever. it ain't easy. arts education is critical, because sure, on the road in places where there is that infrastructure already laid down, it's too easy, you show up, do your gig, get the smiles and applause and after the after party you wake up and then leave on another jet to the next sunny day.


in small towns, and back at home, there often isn't the infrastructure and people don't give a shit and think the arts are a waste of time and that's a challenge.

staying home has been good for me, extremely challenging to pay the bills and put food on the table, but worth it. i'm feeling good about life am starting to figure out the next steps creatively and in my life i need to take and not worrying about what anyone else thinks. keep your hope alive my friends, foe and until next time lovers,


chris bose.






Tuesday, May 26, 2015

re: another day another dollar.....

hello friends, family and lovers,

i've got an art exhibition opening this friday at the Alternator Centre for Contemporary Art in Kelowna, BC. it features myself, KAST and Marvin Strange, and it's basically an Arbour Collective show. the days have been sunny and i've been feeling pretty damn lately, better and not bitter i like to say. i'm not sure what it is, clarity, relaxing, a little exercise, and being around good people? either one is working and i'm feeling good. which is a little scary. haha. 

anyway, come check out the show if you're in Kelowna or anywhere near and come say hi!

cheers,

cb




my old truck, a 79 ford F250
total gas pig.

before

after

kamloops, bc on
a decent day.

riverside park, kamloops, bc

south thompson river
kamloops, bc.

dope graff

more dope graff

on the road again,
at least closer to home.

dope graff outside
the penticton art gallery

more dope graff

the two as one

leaving penticton, bc.


kamloops, bc on a beautiful, hot day.

pre-show preview
of the show at the alternator
centre for contemporary art,
kelowna, bc

you bet!!!

Saturday, March 29, 2014

re: waiting for springtime......

hello lovers,

i hope it's warm wherever you may be. it's cold still in kamloops, bc, we've got snow on the ground still in the mountains around town and it's just perpetually chilly. here are some older photos showing what we miss around town. warmth. greenery. plants. animals. life. it's kind of void right now, but it'll get better. in the meantime, enjoy the photos and see you real soon,


chris. 




kamloops summer time haze, looking west
as the sun sets.










one of my girls. delicately trying to hold
a flower, it was so cute. i remember this like it was yesterday.

my son, this is several years ago
at harrison lake, which is bloody cold.
this was in august or september
we just went for a road trip and decided
to drive to the coast and see family.
i remember the smell of smoke
in the crisp fall air.