Monday, January 04, 2010

re: lots of stuff.....

hello stranger,

good to see you again, thanks for coming by, i was perusing back in time on this blog, and wow, the range of art and emotions.......at times very raw, at other moments angry and guarded....

i think i actually split with my ex around june 9, 2009, which would have been 2 months after our most recent child was born....jayda....

the other night, i sat down and wrote out all the times we have separated, and it seems since 2005, each christmas for a couple months, except last christmas, and after the last two babies were born....within about two months.......what is the pattern here? depression? stress? post-partum?

i don't really know, but i move through the cold and the snow on this night and know that i feel better every day, and soon the warm weather will be here and like that old song said....i will survive......and i feel i've grown as an artist, and in many ways, a person too......

thanks for coming this past year all you'se who have managed to do so, and i look forward to entertaining you plenty in the year to come......

cheers,


chris bose.

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