last day of the year......

so, here it is, the last day of the year, and it's been insane.....i've done so much art, films and released a book of poetry, traveled a lot, and blah blah.........the price was i lost the wonderful little people in these photos and their mum too......i'm charting a course i created a long time ago......and wish i wasn't......these little people are the most important beings in my life.......i miss them, their mum too, though i know it's over......and so i guess i'm saying, hold onto the ones you love, coz you never know when any of this mortal coil will disappear.....i mean it......so, now i have to sort of rebuild my life again.....and a year ago, a week before christmas was the last time i worked a 'real' or 'steady' job....and have been doing art as a living......basically, i realized being an artist is a self-centered endeavour......and sooner or later you have to look around before it all disappears, i have to accept responsibility for my actions.....well, all the best, i will continue to do new art and stuff over the next year.......don't lose hope......coz one day i know it'll all work out.......