so, i'm looking at some older manuscripts, five or six year old manuscripts....and, nothing much has changed in the world, other than the hell i've been through.....
it has taken a long time to get here, where i am at this moment, and i've lost so much to get here.....but i will not quit, and i must persevere down this road that is infinitely wide.....
along the way, i've seen and met a lot of people, some i've seen carried away by the undertow of life, sex and death, others, lost to partying, to addictions, to madness, to love, and those closest to me, again and again we've tried.....i would try again, until we get it right it's worth each attempt.....
today i hung out with an old friend, he came up to my studio, we jammed a bit, but mainly sat around chatted about the past couple years.....i realized that i tend to isolate myself from people, and i need to continue doing what i am doing right now.......
staying sober, working hard, and getting things done.
well, i should go before i start blubbering.......i also learned an old friend passed away tonight in a fatal head-on collision.....yesterday, i drove past a fatal car crash on the number one, the trans-canada, the cops were there the ambulance, the car was covered in a tarp, and there were no sirens....they were all smoking except whoever flipped their car end over end until they died....it's been an intense few months....
well, good luck to you, and i'll post some new art the next day or two.....
cb
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