Saturday, December 30, 2017

re: another new poem

An artists life:
I think people
Misinterpret an artists life
Believing it to be more
Glamourous
And exciting
Than it really is,
More adventure
More fame
And most importantly
Believe
There is more
Money

Than there really is

Mostly it is just tedious
Trying to come out
With a new work
A new show
For an ever fickle
Audience
That expects more for less
Or for free
And then
You have to promote it
Like hell
Like mad
Like you just invented
Sliced bread
Or the light bulb
And then do it all
On the cheap
Either through endless
Grant writing 

So you can have
The time the precious time
To create something new
And potentially exciting
When really there is not
Enough collaborating
Because everyone is fighting
For the almighty
The real god today
Money
And god forbid you
Do something amazing
Because then you end up
Sitting in airports

All the time
Going to festivals
And conferences
Talking about a project you
Are already over
And really just want to get home
To create something new
Or be with your kids
If you have kids
But you are slogging it out
On the grind
Doing your best
I am dead inside smile
Cant you see that?
For the millionth time

See kids?
It isn’t what you wanted
Or expected
Its much worse
So really
Don't even bother
Stay home
Live a good life
Get what you want
Get what you need
And stay out of the arts
Trust me
You will thank me

You wont go crazy

Like the rest of us.

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