here are some amazing tunes i discovered on the interwebs, stuff I listen to while writing or relaxing. The holidays are upon us and the times they can be stressful, but now the big day is past, the kids are sleeping, i am relaxing and enjoying some quiet dad time.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LM68hdx-oso
really cool ambient multi-layered guitar instrumental music!
check it out!
okay, back to
being a dad is complicated, being anyone or anything is complicated. when i have the kids i feel so happy and stressed and relaxed and anxious, its funny. but i would rather have them than not. as i get older i continue to learn its about the time with loved ones. i have had my adventures and fun and madness and mayhem, but now waking up sober and feeling good is another part of my journey and i am i enjoying it.
my kids continue to grow and amaze me, their talents are beginning to materialize like out of a vapourous form into a reality and its awesome to see. one is an artist, she writes and draws her own books, another is an amazing organizer scheduler, trust me, that is important and a talent, she tasks out our days, makes the plan, gets the snacks, checks the schedules for transit and keeps things moving, no small feat i tell you, and my son has a dry writ sense of humour and a keenness for computers and wants to get into animation for video games.
i start to feel my age a bit, no longer able or feel the need to endlessly chase after new technology like i used to, i had no idea it takes so much energy out of you! i am happy to watch them and help them along this journey, making sure they dont make the same mistakes i made and its awesome being a dad. i never really had one. so i am making this up as i go along, whatever i dont know i ask other friends who are dads or consult the interwebs.
well, time to enjoy the music and relax a bit with my coffee and watch the room get light as the day unfolds and the kids wake up, all the best to you and your loved ones, cherish the time and relax.
sincerely,
Chris Bose.
ps: more poems to come, the next couple might be a bit rough, but it evens out after them!
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