Thursday, December 25, 2014

re: christmas day.

hello friends, fans, foe and lovers,

it's christmas day and i hope you spent it with loved ones and lovers, my day was quiet, i spent it alone, this year i didn't have my kids and it sucked. i'm anti-social and hermetic by nature i think, and i find it challenging to reach out to others and be around people over the holidays. for the first 20 years of my life christmas wasn't exactly a fun time, that was usually when my family members were binging, fighting and violence and chaos sort of ruled the time. certain family members would attempt suicide, or get beaten to a pulp, or set the house on fire, and so on and so on.

only in the past few years have i even given a shit about this holiday season and that's because i have kids now, that are older and i want to try to give them a better life than i ever had. this is more difficult than it seems, because if you've never known a normal childhood, how in the hell do you provide it for your own children? it's a challenge, a struggle to provide some normalcy for my kids, because i never had it. something as boring as a christmas dinner, with friends and family, something that "middle class," or "functional," people take for granted is quite the challenge for me and my family. le sigh.

anyway, i spent the day alone, went for a walk, got some fresh air, watched some television, and wondered when my life was going to change? what do i have to do change my situation? i'm bored. having time is one thing, but not having money is quite another. i want to tour, make some money and see the world. be surrounded by friends, artists and musicians and try to live a good life by example. haha, i don't ask for much eh? i found some solace making some music and a video poem today, perhaps in a year i'll be posting something much different from somewhere else on the planet. paris or new york city would be just fine in a year, that would probably be a nice change of pace.

until next time lovers,


chris bose.


Tuesday, December 23, 2014

re: luck, a new video poem

hello friends, fans, foe and lovers,

here's a new video poem for my new book, "A moon made of copper." it's called "Luck," and on page 72.

happy holidays,

cb





and a link to this video on my youtube channel.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XaZ3rWLZVL4&feature=youtu.be

Wednesday, December 17, 2014

re: the monster project burning crosses thing.

hello friends, fans, foe and lovers,

ah, the burning crosses in our video preview. no, we're not satanists, maybe a bit hedonists, but bloody hell, who wouldn't be given the opportunity? haha. i don't think we're nihilists, maybe a bit anarchist, probably left wing, and definitely Indigenous.

so, what's with the burning cross you say? is it about something sinister? devious? a plot against organized religion? i don't think so, we're not that bloody clever. haha. the real deal is, a couple years ago i was filming a documentary about a group of First Nations, or Indigenous people, or aboriginal people, or as they like to say in the United States, "native americans," haha, sorry about the laugh, but Indians in the states are always so serious about that, whereas up here we refer to ourselves as "Indians," or a variation of that. haha.

anyway, this documentary was about a particular tribal group that was replacing the "pitch," headstones with granite slabs, proper memorial stones, because the pitch gravestones were 50 to 100 years old or more. a pitch headstone is increasingly tough to find as well, because we've plundered our forests so bad here in the interior of british columbia, the entire province actually, has been over logged for more than a century. i'm getting off topic a bit, so a "pitch," headstone is one where a tree has died, or has an excessive amount of pitch, the tree dies and all the pitch, thanks to gravity sinks to the bottom of the tree and then the top of the tree eventually breaks off in a thing called "windshear," where the dried up, empty part of the tree breaks off in the wind over time. people have died from it, i mean imagine a 2000 pound tree falling on you. boom, your dead.

so, because our people didn't have money and still don't have money for fancy grave stones or memorial markers, we'd go find a pitch stump, carve it up, bring it down the mountain and use it as a memorial stone. i mean think about it, they weigh a ton and are bloody solid because the sap hardens and acts like a preservative. which is why they last so long, i mean, an ordinary stump would only last a few decades at best and begone, concrete would crumble  and so we were left with an extraordinary amount of these crosses and grave markers piling up beside the cemeteries throughout the interior of BC as we replaced hundreds of these pitch headstones with granite ones.

of course, we wrote down as best we could the names of the people, they were from our bands, our families or long lost ones and families we never knew or heard of, because think about it, a century ago our people were going through unbelievable turmoil and changes. settlers and immigrants were landing in canada en masse and the indigenous people were being pushed off of their traditional lands onto tiny, shitty, useless reserves and forced to exist on rations and handouts from the colonial oppressors. not too mention all these horrible diseases we had never encountered before that were ravaging our people, something simple like the flu lead to complications, worse infections and death. then there was small pox, bronchitis, typhus, and more and more. whole bands and even nations were dying, so they were moving all over the place trying to escape these new, horrible ways to die.

as we were going about, i noticed quite a few cemeteries along train tracks, and i asked why? well, apparently, people would come to the train tracks with their ill trying to get a ride to a hospital or a doctor, and many died along the tracks, or the trains would be so full of ill people or dying or dead that when there would be too many, they'd simply stop somewhere and dump bodies into a mass grave. if they could, families would come back and put up pitch headstones, but more often than not, these places only had one large ominous cross in the cemeteries. maybe with a date and the name of a chief or someone of note who had passed away. it was all quite sad really, thinking about all these aboriginal people that were dumped along the train tracks into mass graves and given these anonymous silent burials. i'd notice chiefs far from other territories that no one knew or could remember, perhaps they'd died trying to find medical attention for their nation or family or themselves. and as we pulled these gravestones out of these cemeteries, they began to pile up and i remember my chief and some others wondering what to do, and i said, 'let's burn them," because we didn't want people to steal them.

deep down i also think i wanted to rid ourselves of the yolk of colonialism and conquering, european religion was rammed down our throats for well over a century, we had residential schools, we've had abuses of all kinds in these horrible places that took generation after generation of children away from their families and forced them to stop practicing their culture, their language and their traditions in some misguided attempt to "remove the indian from the child." my own family has been deeply affected by the residential school system, both my parents went as did their siblings, and life has never been the same for them, or normal for me.

so i said we should burn them and almost without word or ceremony that's exactly what we did, we dragged all these pitch crosses and headstones out and set them on fire. and because they were full of pitch, boy did they go up in flames, the heat burned fast and fiercely intense and hot. in a way it was a relief to watch them go up and so i started filming and taking pictures, and then my chief called me over as i was wandering around one particular cemetery and told me to look, because as the headstones were burning, the names of the people would briefly appear as the years of debris burned away, so i tried taking as many photos as i could. some of these headstones were so old that on the surface, there was nothing we could get from them, no names or anything, we would even trying to rub a pencil on wax paper to get something from them and we would get nothing. but some of them, as they burned, the names and dates would appear, only for about thirty seconds and then would be gone. so we got some documentation and would fix unmarked headstones with their names. for me it was cathartic, a relief really, that we were taking back our family and traditional names where we could and freeing ourselves from this forced religion that had done so much damage to our people. everyone one was quiet and i often wonder if they felt the same thing, it was powerful and something i'll never forget.

which leads us to the whole point of this endeavour, it was to remember those who had passed on before, with proper stone memorials, the by product was perhaps wiping away clean the lasting vestiges of a religion we never wanted in the first place. so now you know the story about the burning crosses in our video preview, and perhaps now we could move on and get back to the music if you don't mind too terribly?!?

regards,


chris bose.
ps: as an artist and aboriginal person, i'm pretty goddamn tired of explaining and justifying myself all the time. been doing it my whole life, and quite done with it. perhaps you should explain yourself to me?!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d7tLpysqAnY&list=UUX6ugt96BuSUAPvoWFogX-w

re: the monster project

hello friends, fans, foe and lovers,

at long last the monster project is coming together, it's taken nearly two years, but we're almost done 10 songs for our debut album.

so, here's a little sneak peak!!!

stay tuned,


cb


Sunday, December 14, 2014

re: new video poem!!

hello friends, fans, foe and lovers,

i miss you, it's been too long already, even though it's been only a few days.....here's my new video poem for my new book "A moon made of copper," published by Kegedonce Press a couple months ago. It's on page 62, and it's called "Wake up."

Do watch the video and read the poem. I'm doing pretty much what i wanted with my life, but like anything, it comes with a price, but i'm fine with that and i no longer pine for the past like i once did. life is good my friends, live it well because we never know how long we've got. i vaguely remember writing this poem, it was about 4 years ago, and the video represents what my life has been like since my last book was published and some success with my art and stuff. my wish now is life to get crazier and to tour overseas with other secret projects i've got in the works.

i hope the best for you over the holidays with your friends, family and loved ones, i'll be working diligently on new stuff and will let you know more as i know more about it. haha.

until next time lovers,


chris bose. aka horatio cornblower.



Wednesday, December 10, 2014

re: image and power.....

hello friends, fans, foe and lovers,

here's an oldie but a goodie i did many years ago with Randall Eustache, it was part of a commission Arnica Artist Run Centre, and we projected it on the wall of the old Kamloops Daily News. which has been long since out of business, at least a year anyway. a shame. it was pretty cool to see this projected massively on public space, we had about 100 people show up and check it out, much more than we expected.

until next time,


cb


Monday, December 08, 2014

re: new video poem

hello friends, fans, foe and lovers,

here's my new video poem for my new book, "A moon made of copper," entitled "watching you," which is about parenting and missing your children when out on the road working, being away from home, trying to make a living and so on. as well as being creative if you're an artist, musician, poetry, filmmaking and so on......

balancing family and work is never easy, add creativity and the need to appease the muse, then it's almost impossible to do. i'm away at least a couple months a year on the road, and i miss my kids every single day, but this is down from up to six months a year. you go away, do your thing, work, try to make some money, and come back, buildings have gone up, or been torn down, people become parents, people die, get sick and seasons pass. it's a weird life.

anyway, this video is for parents who work at being creative and being parents simultaneously, i recorded this song with my kids playing in the background and is probably the only demo song to ever start off with "Hey! Feet out of the face!" hahaha

until next time,

cb

re: day 5 of 5 day song challenge

hello friends, fans, foe and lovers,

here is the final video of the 5 day song challenge brought on by dean hunt and bracken hanuse corlett. i decided to make a video for each song, which was kind of crazy, but is already helping my creativity in video editing and making, hope you dig them, and stay tuned for more videos and songs to come!!!

until next time,


cb









re: song 4

hello friends, family, foe and lovers,

here's my video for day 4 of the 5 day song challenge!

it's basically a road video, touring away from home and family, trying to make a buck and being creative at the same time ain't easy and requires a tremendous amount of time on the road. which i love, because you see the most amazing things, meet all kinds of people, live and have crazy stories and learn from it all. hopefully. haha. anyway, check it out!

cheers,


cb




Thursday, December 04, 2014

re: day 3 song of the 5 day song challenge!!!

hello friends, fans, foe and lovers,

it's day 3 of the 5 day song challenge it's safe to say i'm kicking it's ass. haha. 
so, here's the 3rd song and video, and i don't really plan this out, it just comes together.
i woke up this morning at 5:30, made some tea and picked up a guitar and played this riff. it's an old one, i wrote it about 20 years ago, but it hasn't found a home yet. maybe now it has, it's kind of somber, kind of beautiful, kind of introspective and relaxing. when i added the video, i started dropping in travel stuff from across canada. being an artist/musician/author and filmmaker in a small town means you have to travel A LOT!!!

traveling takes it's toll, you miss loved ones, your home, your bed, and so on. but it is also awesome, and exciting, you meet new people, see new places, learn new things and it's good for the soul. it's a cruel catch 22. when you're on the road too long, you miss home and everything about it, but when you're home, after a few days you can start climbing the walls wanting to be back out on the road. perhaps they'll never reconcile themselves. haha, and i'm okay with that, i crave new adventures and stories, so i'm sure i'll never stop as long as i can. 

anyway, peace out, stay tuned for tomorrow's song and video!!


cheers,

cb



Wednesday, December 03, 2014

re: day 2 of 5 day song challenge.....

hello friends, fans, foe and lovers,

here is my offering for the 2nd day of the 5 day song challenge!!!

hope you like it!!! it took five and a half hours to make, from writing and recording the song to editing and finishing the accompanying video.

all the best,


cb


Tuesday, December 02, 2014

re: 5 songs in 5 days challenge....

hello friends, fans, foe and lovers,

my bro jet pack sent me the insane 5 song in 5 day challenge, like i need more on my plate, but i instead upped the bet with videos for each song. here is the first one, recorded last night on acoustic guitar with all the sour notes in between. 1st take. haha.

sky songs


thanks to dean hunt and bracken hanuse corlett for the challenge!

this was on a flight to montreal i think and one of the first times i used my go pro camera to record parts of the flight. generally i try to fly in the day, because i love seeing the earth and the mountains the water and the sky, it's pretty cool. night flights are boring. cities are distant glittering orange jewels on a black tapestry, if you can see a full moon and clouds, it's cool, but few and far between. anyway, enjoy, the next five days are gonna be riff a rammic!

cheers,


chris bose.

Monday, December 01, 2014

re: all i know is this.....

hello friends, fiends, fans, foe and lovers,

here's my new video poem called, "All I know is this...." and it's from my new book, "A moon made of copper," published by Kegedonce Press.


it was filmed last year in spences bridge, bc, lytton, bc, botanie valley and stein valley bc.

this part of my new challenge, goal of making a film a week and uploading online here and various other social network platforms.

i recently lost my youngest brother to cancer, the day after he died i quit drinking and made a commitment to improve my own health. part of that commitment is getting back into a creative frame of mind and continue pushing boundaries and to challenge myself. over the years i've gotten jaded as fuck, kind of tired and miserable. i felt trapped once again. but these days, i'm feeling good, and moving beyond feeling trapped to, "how do i escape?" haha.

i want to go to europe and play shows, have exhibitions, do readings, go to music festivals and perform in front of tens of thousands of people. how does one get there? lots of hard work. i lost sight of this trapped in my own prison, in my own mind. but i'm ready now to giver and take no prisoners. life is short. live it hard and live it good, who knows what happens afterwards?

until next time lovers,


chris bose.